This was what happened earlier...
y E e_L 3 n G says:
hahaha i was just about to tell you that i decided to blog again
after almost 2 years
cien then says:
HAHAHA
coz you are bored right!
this is what overseas does to you
Answering to that... YES, I am bored overseas...a lot more thinking time to myself, a lot less things to do... well, don't get me wrong! I'm not complaining about Melbourne! Hell NO! Melbourne is my 2nd home and I love it to bits! Don't ask me why i'm blogging again, but I just "FELT" like it....hahahahha
Anyway, this time around...I gave my blog a whole NEW look! No more sad stories, no more dramas and crying over that same guy for years! No more looking back to regret what I have or have not done!!!
This time around, I'd love to blog about my colours-filled world! Hence, the blogskin that reflects with many colours...simply because I think that life has so much more meaning to it, besides just being dull and crying every other day, feeling sad about so many unhappy things! Looking back, I think i've grew and learnt alot since the accident, 5 years ago! Sometimes, I do fear....not fearing that the whole incident happened...but fearing that what if I didn't wake up on that very day? Coma for 2 days? OMG, now, that is what I FEAR! The fear of not waking up ever again! *shivers*sobs* but NOOOOOOOOO, I gotta stand up right and stay positive to be a HAPPY me! Move forward and not look back!!! No doubt that it has made me a lot more positive-thinking, appreciative of life...and yea, like the saying "What doesn't kill me, only made me stronger!!!"
Moreover, how can one not love colours? I loveeeeeeeeeee it! Doesn't it make you feel happier by just looking at it? Imagine a world without colours! I don't know about you, but I'll just die! haha I found this quote somewhere which I think is really nice...
"When you have a rainbow deep down in your heart, your smile will shine bright. You know you're a part of that colorful, magical, feeling you'll find, when you have a rainbow inside."
So, what do you think? Ain't it true? At least, I would like to think that my smile is shining bright everyday!
This first entry after such a while is definitely marking the next chapter of MY life.
This special day also marks the birthday of a dear friend, Ms Carmen Yeo Chia Wern!!!
For a beautiful friend, who makes life richer in so many ways!
Whenever it's a special day, and even when it's not...You're someone whom I appreciate & think about alot. I think about the way we met and how our 15 years friendship grew...and for as long as we've known each other...You've been an important part of my life, and your birthday just reminds me once again what a true friend I have in you!
With love, from across the mile...
Alrightey...that's about it for my first post after so long. If you wanna know more about what's going on, you gotta keep reading! Oh wait, or should I keep this private? Hmmmm contemplate! contemplate! Haha, nah, think i'll leave it open for a while...there's nothing much to hide anyways! After all, I'm always in control of what I write or story people...so there you go!
